'I quit my tech job to sell sexy videos posing nude and talking dirty made me cringe'

A former tech entrepreneur who switched to adult work during the Covid pandemic says that her first faltering steps on the platform made her cringe as she tried to look sexy for the camera

Michael Moran Audience Writer

10:36, 31 Dec 2023Updated 10:47, 31 Dec 2023

She says that posing sexily for the camera made her cringe(Image: itsmycookiejar/Instagram)

A fitness model who quit her tech job to sell racy photos and videos has confessed that shes not a very sexual person and that posing for the camera makes her cringe.

Working under the name My Cookie Jar, she explained to the Soft White Underbelly podcast how she only considered adult work when the Covid-19 pandemic triggered a major slowdown in the tech industry.

I'm inherently not a very sexual person, she admitted. If you were to ask me what are your fantasies? I don't know Im not really sure to be honest.

I am a huge people pleaser so like if anything my fantasy is your fantasy, that kind of meshed really well with OnlyFans.

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She has shared some very explicit clips on her OnlyFans page(Image: itsmycookiejar/Instagram)

She said that she had never so much as sent a nude photo to a boyfriend before, and that trying to be sexy for the camera felt awkward and embarrassing. I can still remember this the first video I ever took, she said.

It was during Covid. I put my camera on a tripod, I turned it on, I had it facing me and I just tried to start I thought was moving sexily and talking dirty to the camera.

I just remember crying because it just made me cringe so hard it just made me feel so unsexy and I thought Oh my gosh I am not made for this' and luckily my husband was very supportive.

[OnlyFans star My Cookie Jar]

She says that catering to other people's' fantasies has taught her a lot about her own sexuality(Image: itsmycookiejar/Instagram)

These days she posts erotic videos for her fans regularly, and takes pleasure in fulfilling their desires: There's all of these people these men in society that have fetishes, or broken marriages.

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I even have some fans that have autism. Theyre disabled and they want to play out these fetishes or they want to have some companionship online. Thats what I do best.

At the same time as shes fulfilling other peoples fantasies, shes finding out a little more about herself: I love building interpersonal communications with people. People give me life and doing this was a way to explore my sexuality and explore a sexy side to myself that I never knew that I had."

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